I Don't Know How We Got Here

I don't know how we got so far so quick. I honestly didn't think it would come to this. Me and you? Never... And its not due to looks or personalities or anything. It's just I'm not big on commitment and I just was not ready for this... Me settle down? Never. How did we get to this point? I don't know. I don't know how I fell for you, how I began to yearn for your smile, how I began to crave your attention, how I began to love you, and how I began to give my all to you... I just don't know how but I guess that makes it so great... I didn't see it coming. But it scares me... It scares me to love you, scares me to think of the future... What are we doing? Are we supposed to be together forever, how will I know? I just don't know, if this is what I want... What am I missing out on? Its never worth it to act on lust, never worth going past a crush...
on someone else...
looking is fine, no one is perfect just don't go pass it...

I know it has to be hard. You just never know. All you do is keep moving and follow your heart. Try not to let your brain ruin whats good. But still you never know... You may be with the one you want to marry and then you find out they arent the one... And you get crushed. But you cant let that fear take over you and the relationship or it won't get far anyway... Never let a secret you keep destroy you because it will have the same result... Love love, and don't let fear take over you. I said try... that's all we can do in life...

In relationships alot happens that will put you on the edge... and you just don't know if you will make it. But you got to make it work. Work at it unless you know it just will not be worth it... You be the judge because no one can make that decision for you...